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1 MONTH LEFT!!! [09 Nov 2008|11:16am]
1 month til I leave Korea.....FUCK YEA!!! I NED TO GET OUTTA HERE!!!!
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Gunnery...PART 2!!! [15 Jul 2008|03:11pm]
[ mood | content ]

Were at Gunnery again...Its easier but its so fuckin hot that we cant conentrate on anything....I pulled pack on the tank and fixed it up ALL BY MY FUCKING SELF...Meaning...IM AWESOME!!! ^_^

Were shooting Top Fucking Tank. Only 3 tanks in the Company are dangerous if anything and were one of them, that also says alot cuz the onther tanking company in the battalion has nothing on us XD In other words

"Im Bad, Im the baddest mother fucker in the World" XD


Im gonna go now...More shooting...Pictures come when I get back on the 1st of August


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Lockdown-LIFTED [12 May 2008|12:11am]
[ mood | worried ]

2-9 Battalion Lockdown Status-LIFTED!!! *gets drunk in my room freely* FUCK YOU DEMON COMPANY!!! LOSE YOUR OWN DAMN SHIT WITHOUT GETTIN THE REST OF US FUCKED UP!!! JUST CUZ CRAZY COMPANY CAN KEEP ACCOUNTABILITY OF OUR OWN SHIT DONT MEAN YOU GOTTA BRING THE REST OF THE BATTALION DOWN WITH YOU!!! HAVE FUN ON FUCKING LOCKDOWN!!! WHILE YOUR STUCK IN THE BATTALION AREA, I'LL BE LAUGHING IN YOUR FACE WITH A BOTTLE OF JACK IN MY HAND!!!

Onto other shit...Im worried bout my girl...Im gonna see her in when I come home for leave, but she needs to get back to Cali fast...Fuckin Latin Kings shot her brother up and Im worried about her...These guys aint a fuckin Joke like the Mexican Mafia or the Nuestas Famila.

Im the most unpredictable person because most of the time I refrain from violence...But when the going gets tough, I beat the shit out of people. Dont care if I have to beat 1 or 10 of them at once, I'll win. Remember my job

I KILL FOR A LIVING!!! AND ITS ALL FUCKIN LEGAL!!!

ANd I havnt heared from Mariah for a few days...the cops are investigating the shit with her bro so shes practically on lockdown...hopefully shes just on lockdown....and...........dont wanna think of that shit...........

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YEEEEEYEAAAAAAAUHH!!!!!! [12 Apr 2008|09:04am]
 IM BACK!!!! *a week late on this* GUNNERY WAS FUCKIN AWESOME!!!! I BLEW SHIT UP!!! HIT OTHER TANKS!!! DROVE THRU SHIT!!!! SAW MY PLT SGT GET OWNED BY A GENERAL!!!! CLEARED ROOMS!!! SHOT AT THINGS!!!! GOT A PIC OF ME GETTING EXCECUTED *fuckers* 

Hell I got some pics up on Myspace and  a video I took of my PLT during Mout Training
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BYW Oppertunities [05 Mar 2008|07:10pm]
[ mood | Deciding ]

I got some offers from people across the states for me to go fight with em after my tour in Korea

Heres my oppertunities

Cassie, Drake and Eric want me to reunite with them in Arkansas and wrestle for there new backyard promotion for the few weeks of leave I have.

Andrei wants me to tour with him in the south west for 2 weeks and that'll go from So Cal thru AZ and end in NM

Then theres go home and surprise the FUCK out of everyone back home. Plus Mikes little fuckin STORYLINE he made for his promotion *WTF he sposed to be, Vince McMahan?...loser >_>"  He's getting beat down alot...

Lets See....Deep South....South West....or the West Coast.......FUCK I wanna travel but I wanna go home too.....FUCK this sucks...And Im gonna be built even more like a machine when I come back to the states....FUCK  FUCK FUCK!!! I need to break something.....*throws IBH at the wall*....FUCKING BRICK WALL *IBH is cracked*......Fuck there goes about $600 to CIF -____-; 

Sgt asked me about that shit after I did a suicide dive off the tank turret and onto a tarp......Well he asked after he yelled and screamed at me for about 5 minutes. Then he asked me if I was fuckng some Filipino downrange....GODDAMN...Nothing against Filipinos but THERES TOO MANY OF THOSE BITCHES HERE!!! NOT ENOUGH KOREANS EITHER!!!! DAMN!!! 

Oh I scared ALL of 2nd PLatoon the other day. It snows like a mother fucker here...And snow+immature guys=Snowballs...
and...
Snowballs+Richards Face=Berserk Fury

5 of them ganged up on me and one hit me so hard in the face, it swelled up...So I grabbed a cheater pipe...And I wasnt even running...They kept throwing...They hit me and nothing happend...then when I was close enoguh I chased the mother fuckers across the motorpool cussing,screaming,ranting,raving Only guy in 2nd who didnt run was there Sgt who was there...He laughed at the fact that his whole Platoon was scared off by one SMALL guy...Im small compared to these guys...Then again...Y'all know how I can be ;)

Imagine if I got that pissed while driving my tank...Oh boy be glad Im on another continent

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One Week Left [05 Mar 2008|05:20am]
[ mood | busy ]

  A week Left til Gunnery, Im getting SO fucked up this weeked. Drinking til I puke, probly fucking another random Korean chick...DAMN I'm making this last weekend count...Because I wont be here for about a month...And Once I get back, I gotta do the Manchu Mile...a 25 mile Roadmarch with full gear, weapon and a rucksack....................*noway in Hell am I gonna be able to finish that...and if I dont feel like it, Im falling out on purpose*

Sgt-WHY'D YOU FALL OUT!?!
Me-...I didnt feel like walking *shrugs*

...Yeah Im kinda ballzy with my Seargents

Oh on another note...All my Paperwork says E-2 PV2, my Pay is E-2 PV2......My rank on my shirt is E-1 PVT......

SGT BRANTLEY, WHERES MY RANK!?! I WANT THE FINAL PART OF MY PROMOTION!!!

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I...Am...FUCKIN AWESOME!!! [22 Jan 2008|09:14pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

I GOT A PT TEST ON FRIDAY AND THAT PT TEST IS GOING DOWN!!! *gives the PT test an Awesome Bomb* My room in the barracks...LOOKS LIKE SHIT!!!...IMMA CLEAN IT NOW!!! *gives the room an Awesome Bomb*My nuts...ARE OVER THERE SOMEWHERE CUZ ITS COLD IN FUCKIN KOREA!!! ITS EVEN SNOWING!!!......................................................*gives Korea an Awesome Bomb*...........................I got another....50 WEEKS HERE AND IT SUCKS...I GOT A 25 MILE RUCK MARCH IN 2 MONTHS, AND GUNNERY....AND YOU KNOW WHAT....*gives my life an Awesome Bomb*

AND I AINT GETTIN LAID FOR 50 WEEKS CUZ ALL THE KOREAN HOOKERS MAY GIVE ME A BLUE BUMP ON MY DICK......*gives the Korean Hookers an Awesome Bomb*...........

Mike Awesomes dead so I can take the name Awesome now....bless his soul.......

Anything else..........................My family is worried and I have NO minutes on my phone...............*Awesome Bombs the phone*

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*kicks door open* [30 Nov 2007|02:50pm]

BITCH!!! LOOKIT THIS!!! I STILL HAVE A LJ!!! AND ITS STILL ALIVE AND KICKIN!!! 

Anyways..My life lookes like this now


Im home until the 18th

the 18th-I fly to Seoul, South Korea and get transported to Camp Casey at the DMZ *border of S and N Korea*


Im here for awhile but...its boring...I need to do some PT.

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Leaving tommorow [30 Jul 2007|12:03am]
[ mood | determined ]

Tommorow I leave for Fort Knox Kentucky. I wont be back for sometime. a little over 9 weeks for sure. I leave as a civilian, I will return as a soldier and a man. I will miss you all...As I wont se you for swhile. But this is how it has to be. 
For my familys namesake

the Montgomery Clan has always been an Army family. 

Gen Richard Montgomery inthe American revolution served under Benidict Arnold before he betrayed us...Then he died fighting against him.

WW2-Gen Bernard L Montgomery, even tho he was British, still part of the clan. One of the greatest commanders of WW2 helped kick Germany out of Africa...Didnt help much in Europe cuz PATTON had to be...PATTON

Grandfather Sam Montgomery-Help liberate Burma from the Japs in WW2 in the famous group known as "Merrils Marauders" In the Cold war, he spied of Mao Zedong...Even had a bounty on his head set by Mao...EVEN SAT with Mao...In china he was a Lt General...even tho here he was a Master Seargent

Uncle Dennis Montgomery-Trained at Knox

Me-Second Generation *even tho my father never joined, I still continue the line* Training at Knox next week, Leaves toomorow



Now I will return...my goal after graduationg boot camp...To be greater than ALL of them. That and earn a hefty paycheck that means I will retire before Im 40 XD

I am doing my dream...And gettin paid...Ussualy we gota go to college to do that...But Im not the college kinda guy

Cya all in a little over 9 weeks and I will miss you all

-RichaRd

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People Who are bothering me [13 Jun 2007|01:01am]
1.Amber-Other than the fact thats shes a semi fat wannabe cheerleader slut who ALWAYS cries about the STUPIDEST SHIT and wonders why guys dont wanna go out with her when she CHEATS ON THEM AND TRIES TO HAVE 2 BOYFRIENDS AT THE SAME TIME.....Oh wait, thats about it...I never went out with her tho...But I actually feel bad for those who did and do...In Jasons words...CUM DUMPSTER!!!

2.Samantha-This is noone y'all know. Sam Sostrich is the most bipolar bitch in the world...THe worst part is...SHES TRYING TO GET ME TO DO HER!!! *shudders*....I gotta quit being nice man...Shes the type who if your nice to once, she thinks your attracted....*shudders* 

3. THAT BITCH ON MYSPACE WHO KEEPS TRYING TO ADD ME EVEN THO I KNOW SHES A PHISHER...She tries to add me every day after I deny her...Im gonna slaughter her

4.PJ-Hes a 7th grader who lives down the street. NORMALLY I wouldnt even acknowlege. But he runs around my street with a fuckin airsoft shotgun. If he shoots one of my dogs, I swear his face is gonna look like ground beef after what I do to him.

5. Those two redneck girls around my block. LIKE PJ THEY HAVE AIRSOFT GUNS...BUT THEY HAVE AIRSOFT ASSAULT RIFLES!!!...Same thing goes with them, they shoot my dog, I snatch there guns and rifle butt them...or I can get someone to beat them cuz there girls and I dont hit girls...............*looks*.....Nah I'll beat em myself, its much easier and less complex than having someone else get in trouble for me. 
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GRADUATION!!! [23 May 2007|09:51pm]

Ok two things, before I get onto the main point, I got this to say...I kinda forgave Amy today...She aint like my best friend in the world mind you so I aint gonna bend over backwards for her like I used to, but I cant stay mad at her...She got the point that I was mad because she confronted me and kept asking why I was ditching her all week. Monday I didnt speak to her other the "Hey....Yeah were in 3rd period" thats it....Tuesday, I just hung out with Jason and Sarah to stay away from her...Then today Mika was here to observe GBE's so I hung with her for awhile too...It seems Jason and Mika Hate Amy.....*shrugs* aint my problem, they know I got opinions and they got their own. Shes a friend still but she aint the one I'll bite the bullet for any longer. Just goes to show; Trust is like glass...Once broken, you can put it back together, but it will always look different then it used to.

You may forgive someone if they broke your trust but you wont look at them the same ever again.

Onto the reason I made this entry tho

I been up since 4 in the morning to make sure everything went perfect today. Today was my GBE...Graduation By Exhibition. 
I had to get ready around 4 in the morning to Shave...Didnt go out so well so I quit, Do my laundry, Take a shower, do my face and teeth. Meditate, Breakfast, check email and myspace *happy cuz Shahna sent me a Message from Germany ^_^* Go to school and prepare my portfolios, my powerpoint, and find someone to tie my tie for me -_-;. 

First GBE was Ulises, he did good as expected

Second was Tim's I was his panel Member, He has come a long way, One, he WAS my acid addicted pot headed friend, now he's my friend but he's sober. I never woulda thought he'd EVER be sober...Guess he grew up...though he WAS in Frisco for 4/20 He got a Distinguished for his GBE after some convincing "pep talk" I gave the panel members. 

Third GBE was me. I was SOOOOOOOO fuckin happy that the audience count was this

4 Panel Members
0 People in the audience

YES!!! It went so smoothly, I got a Mastery...Not as good as a distinguished, but I PASSED!!! And I get to graduate YAY!!! My GBE was on Communism and I had to tie it in to everything I learned...Like I had to tie Algera to the Cuban Missile Crisis, make a formula to see how long it would take a IBM to hit us from Cuba...If it were to be fired here, it'd take about 28 minutes. To His Washington DC going at 100 Miles per Minute and DC is 1000 miles away, 10 minutes until Washingtons where I wish it was...Under a pile of rubble. My post grad plan really helped out. I have my job already done and I chose NOT to say what I wanted to do after the Army but they insisted...I wanna be a Pro Wrestler...*The next Rob Van Dam* And I need the Army to train me before I go wrestle becuase I wanna be used to it.

4th GBE
After mine was over and I celebrated for 5 minutes, I ran over to MJC across the street with my boxers falling inside my pants...Im glad my fly stayed up or else that BASEBALL BAT as some people call my dick >_> would of gotten some RELAXING but UNNEEDED fresh air XD
I found them waiting for me so we went and did Jason's GBE, He did pretty good, alot better then say HIS FIRST DEMO. Yeah, beleive it or not, I saw his first demo...this was even before I knew HE WAS GAY. He got Mastery, I dont think he cared about mastery or distinguished, as long as he passed. On my card, he needed all 3s and one 2, He had 2 twos and the rest 3's so he got Mastery barely. *sorry man, I tried but I had to make it sound like I wasnt biased or else they woulda noticed and told me to do it again* So after his I went back to the school and waited an hour for the last GBE

5th and Last GBE
Amy's was at a late time for some damn reason. Dunno why but at well. She brought her whole family so I felt awkward, Only person I actually kinda knew was Leah. And some people I wont mention due to conflicts >_> <_< Im glad he Jason didnt go or else a riot woulda broke loose due to the presence of a certian girl whos name starts with E and rhyems with HELENA >_>
She got a distinguished but she hand picked her whole panel so they were REALLY REALLY biased and I knew that from the start. But W/E She invited me to her party. I forgave her but Im not in the mood to hang with her after school yet...I still need time to cool off. Like I said...I forgave her but I aint gonna be at her side every waking moment anymore...Besides she got...That girl I wont mention for someones sake >_> 

Congrats to all

Salom Salom Shalom

Now on to getting even more shit faced...I already had too much Jack 
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4 Months left [19 May 2007|09:09pm]
Im so fuckin nervous, when I think about it, my heart beats faster, I leave for Fort Knox in 4 months...On August 1st, I will begin my training to Serve, Fight for, and Protect this country.

I will have to lose my political beliefs including those I have about our current President and those candidates for the next Presidency. I swore an oath and it specifically said that He makes the decision whether I fight or stay. No matter what I say, its true, he IS my Commander in Chief, no matter how...Unconventional or...whats the word?................Stupid......His decisions are. Then theres the Top Brass I take orders from...Then theres people ranked higher than me...Not too hard to be there, they just need one stripe to outrank me...But I'll be a Sergaent withen a year after I graduate boot camp. 

After I get out of my 3 years, I may retire and do another pasttime I have...Wrestling
Theres a dojo around here that teaches pro wrestling so I'll train there after I have trained with the Army so I'll have money coming in.

*sigh* Shahna's in Germany, I wont see her til after boot camp....And that'll be for a week, then theres AIT for 15 weeks then Active Duty....*sighs* I'll try to keep in contact with you all
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Used [18 May 2007|10:04pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

THAT FUCKIN BITCH!!! SHE ThINKS SHE CAN TREAT ME LIKE THAT!!! LIKE IM HER FUCKIN LACKEY!?!  LIKE IM HER FUCKIN LACKEY!?! I DUNNO WHY THE FUCK I DIDNT STEP UP BUT I AINT GOING TO DISNEYLAND TO HOLD SOMEONES FUCKIN PURSE!!! NOT ONES BUT 4 TIMES!!! IM GONNA FUCKIN KILL THAT BITCH!!! 

Oh get this shit...When I got back onto the bus and went to sleep, she fuckin layder her head on me like I was her best friend

"Thank you for putting up with me all night, I really appreciate it" YOU APPRICIATE IT!?! I SURE AS HELL DIDNT!!! FOR FUCKS SAKE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!! AM I THAT MUCH OF A FUCKIN TOOL!?!

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ONE OF A KIND!!! [11 May 2007|10:09am]
Its been too long away from my LJ...Now Im back with a vengence and gonna keep you updated for the next few months before I leave for Fort Knox. Boot Camps gonna be rough but I can do it...After all I'm Richard...The Baddest Mother Fucker in the World...Any of you care to say otherwise BRING IT!!! Havnt talked to some of you for awhile now and I apologize for not posting...

Ah well, I must be off to class...It was nice posting on here again...KEEP IT ALIVE MOTHER FUCKERS!!!
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ANOTHER PERFECT DAY!!! [05 Feb 2007|10:44pm]
[ mood | happy ]

I saw the recruiter today, and I took the practice test...You need a 31 to pass...I got 56 on the practice and the practice is harder than the real test so Im gonna get like a 70 or 80...hopefully. It shouldnt be that hard...Im practially in ecept for the diploma part which is just delayed...

Im gonna miss some of you while Im gone...Boot camps most likely gonna send me to either Alabama, Georgia or one of the Carolinas.....Fucking bases all in the South man -_-;;; But yeah, Once Im in...You wont see me for quite a long time...Hell I might not go back to California when Im done...I may just...well I gotta think about it..I got some time before I have to make a decision...But I get early training..And on Thursday I get pulled out early to go take the ASVAB....Im already an Elitest...I can taste it...I wont be a killin machine like I want to be tho...The army will train me to CONTROL my killin urges lol

Well Theres my update...Night all...Comment if needed

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You're *almost* In the Army Now [30 Jan 2007|08:31pm]
The Army Recruiter is gonna visit later in the week. Today I just got a phonecall to confirm the information I gave them. Before I go I must...

1.Finish High School-DUUUUH!!!!! I plan on it
2.Get a Drivers Lisence-Its not required but I rather I DID have it before I go in
3.Calm EVERYONE whos worried THE FUCK DOWN!!! Other than my mom,sister and neice whining...More than half the girls I know are complaining that Im going...This is why they shouldnt have a Female president...Too Emotional...Not to be sexist but theres a red button on the presidents desk that says "NUKE EM" If the presidents on her period and hears bad shit from a country...Its "NUKE THE BASTARDS!!! *punches the button*"

*sigh* For the last time...Im joining...And who said anything about me dying?...Im the best they're ever gonna get.

BRING ON THE CRUEL WORLD!!! I TAKE THERE BULLETS AND SPIT IN THEIR FACES!!!
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Update...Read:You'll Laugh, You'll Cry, You'll probally hate me or think Im a man whore [18 Jan 2007|08:41pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Cara is my soon to be ex-girlfriend...Because we dont talk anymore...it was a nice fling but thats all it was, I tried telling her I needed to talk to her...She kinda knew what I had in mind and pleaded not to so...OUT OF PITY FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY BLACK HOLE OF A HEART....I said "No...I just wanna see you is all ^^::::"......Then she pulls this shit...You dont yank me just so you can shank me. Dont play with my head just so you can tie me around your little finger UH UH!!! IT DONT WORK ON ME!!! Im giving her a week as a ultimatum...If she dont acknowlege that...Let the tears flow like a river of warm sea water...No seriously...Tears are salty...I tasted em before...Not bad but still lmao

Alot has happend since I last posted other than Cara

1.The Blood Moonlight Clan been kicking my ass left and right...should be done now.
2.I ALMOST became a dad...I thought I fucked up...Talk to me about that later for more
3.I beat my Counsler at mind games...I'm the Baddest Mother Fucker in the World now ^_^
4.I keep arguing with EVERYONE close to me...I dunno why
5.I still get my ass kicked...Is it over yet?
6.I found Ambers Myspace...lmao FULL FLEDGED LESBIAN NOW!!! see why I hate dykes? >_>
7.Almost died in my sleep...My heart stops beating for no reason


This may be my last LJ entry...I may just move to myspace...I dunno for sure so DONT SHUT IT DOWN YET!!!

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Update [18 Dec 2006|08:41pm]
I left eh BMC like a month and a half ago...And already there sending me and the defectors threats...even if most of them are across the country...The threat I got was a mock crucificion...They wanna strap me to a cross...Turn it upside down and beat the bejesus out of me...Cassy, Drake and Eric are safe...Mike is in danger cuz he only moved to mother fucking Sonora...They can find him there...I still live in the same spot.

The stupid thing is I still talk to one of the guys sister...Which is how I know about this...Plus I got an email from them...They made it clear it was Blood in Blood out...Next Full Moon is my time................If they can catch me.......but 10 to 1 I'll just get jumped and beaten, not crucified.......But....That goes to show...Vampire Sluts really get you in trouble
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Flowers and Flourescent Light Tubes [25 Nov 2006|04:13pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

On monday I have 2 things to do...

1.Ask her out finnaly now that I got a fire lit under my ass...The hardest thing I'm ever gonna do...As cruel as I am....I am also very shy -_-;;;

2.Theres a guy at my school named Chris Baca...Yeah Baca like idiot in Japanese but with a C instead of a K...He says he can do extreme wrestling...I wanna see what he can do. After all I am an extremist myself but from the Backyard. Plus...I hear that flourescent tubes can put someone down for a really long time heheheh. And I need to stay in shape for this cuz you'll never know when another extremist comes along. Plus Chris was to see the Spine Shank and the Fallen Angel Dive...He'll see it first hand hehehe


This will prove once and for all that this shit IS NOT FAKE!!! *carries a ladder out to the ring*

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Grounded [15 Nov 2006|12:00pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Grounded AGAIN!!!...But the schools blocks are down so I can do this...Mr. Marquez hates my slacker ways...If I really didnt do work, I'd have 0% instead of that 48 that I did...But I suppose I can put in a little more effort...If I just got a 48% for sleeping, I should get at least a C for doing SOMETHING...SOOOOOO Im gonna do packet work in Accounting since I dont need that damn class for Jew-jutsu...hehe Jew-justsu...Art of being a Jew lmao....

I turned 17 on Monday...Nothing happend which was ok...I liked the quiet...Im getting my phone soon so yay...No beer so yay...Im TRYING to be sober but when you become a drunk its hard...SO I gave my parents the booze and had them dump it...And since my frineds moved, I have no way of getting it anymore...

17 feels like 16...I still feel miserable for some reason...Probally cuz its my last full year of peace before the time comes for me to fufill my bloodlust

ah well...gonna go back to working so I dont get in trouble

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